My roommate A. is moving in today. I feel bad cause she has to move in while its pouring! Hopefully she'll let me know when she's about to move in because then I can help here and things can get done faster. That way less wet stuff. Hopefully when she moves in things will get better.

I don't know why, but I am just depressed while being here. Nothing seems to cheer me up or anything. All I can say is that if this doesn't change at any point then I may need to talk to my dad and some people here at school about moving into my own room or something. This building just keeps me down. It's not anybody in particular or anything in particular, I just hate it here. The awful parking could be one reason. And even though there seems to be less partying in this building, its so loud. Everything echos in this building, and I don't feel safe for myself or my stuff, because sometimes the door doesn't like to lock all the time. And I'm nervous about this lofted bed. I don't want anything to collapse on me. lol.

This whole summer just wore me down. I miss my home more than I ever have. I just want to go home and be around my family and my pets. I need an animal. Not even exaggerating. To mentally survive I need a pet to keep myself distracted and feel comforted. I really want my cat Sweetie up here with me, or just any other cat. If I could I'd kidnap my dog Misty. Bad time to send my turtle to Florida. I miss her sooo much. =[ I don't know. You think the school will let me have a pet so I wont' literally loose my mind?